Hybrid Carvings

Boredom and Decisions

2010-10-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

I have officially become bored to a new level. The only thing that ever interests me would be COSB, music, choir, dance and k-pop. Yay.

On another note, I've contracted allergies AGAIN. Thank God I spitted out that lobster ball, if not worser allergy breakouts will occur.

Night after night, I have the same dreams about family actually objecting me to learn dance cos they think it's a waste of time. Well, as I guessed, the dream was half-true. I don't understand. Learning popping, k-pop etc shouldn't kill my arms, legs or my body, so why do they object? I hope that the reason is not something along the lines of "Dance will bring me nowhere, rather use that money for tuition", or "You simply can't dance. Don't force yourself."

I refuse to stop dancing just like that. I practice in my room. But then, the width of my bed is slightly wide, and I got two bruises on my knees and cuts on my arms for doing dance.

As a fan of k-pop, honestly speaking, they don't understand how lousy it feels to have poor motor skills, poor singing, bad memory of lyrics and no dancing abilities. I think, what they're doing is, like Evan, stop me from listening to k-pop cos they think it's degrading to my ears. And choir is no big help here also.

I have a few options here: Save up hundreds of dollars monthly to pay for dance fees and learn dance behind my parents' back, altogether stop dancing, or learn dance by myself.

Choir concert, 2nd December. 11 songs in total. With family issues such as debating whether to rent out my room, sell my Macbook cos we're quite cash-strapped and selling away our house, I don't think I'm ready for this. Ask me this half a year ago, I'll say I'm ready. But now, I'm not.

The reason is simple. Really. Firstly, I think I'm gonna make an idiot out of myself if I actually go. Last year proved everything. Secondly, I'm most likely gonna have a replay of MGS exchange over again. Thirdly, the songs we're singing, in a sense, makes me wanna puke and not sing. Don't get me wrong, those songs are actually very nice, but if we were to sing songs like Kiss The Girl while performing with PL as guests, I really don't know whether to sing or not.

If God can change me, He needs to change me now,and fast. If not, I'm really considering to not sing, regardless of the advice I get.

Now, dance has become such as huge negative issue at home. I get "insulted" by my cousins, asking me to dance. I want to, but I have PO. So how?

Overdrive

2010-10-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

Oh, God, this sucks! Exams in a week's time and I can't study properly! My brain is so tired that I can't follow instructions properly!

New Album Review

2010-09-14T17:41:00.000+08:00

Got 插班生‘s new album today at DISCOUNTED PRICE(Thanks to Evan Lee) and I'm here for a review!!

Generally, their debut album is good in like almost all aspects. Cover looks cool, lyrics book looks damn cool also, and the songs are kinda nice to listen to.

First song that got stuck in my head was DEFINITELY 人生试验课! It's not just cos I was in the MV or anything, but scientific facts coupled with catchy tune and great sound made this the first song I absolutely enjoy!

Secondly was Evan's recommendation. 小动作 was also, to me, a good song. Guitar intro rocked, and voices enhanced the overall sound and texture of the song. Sounded like a cross between Ocean( Ou De Yang), Evan's great guitar riffs and a bit of Li Sheng Jie.

Thirdly, Polaroid. No, it's not the camera. It's the 4th song of their album. Another great guitar intro, nice piano entries and sound effects, great voice control(I'm slowly losing my ability to hit the high notes of Polaroid!)

Fourthly,回憶這東西 was also one of my favorites. At first it sounded like an acapella cover of a Taylor Swift song, then it became more of a famous jazz star's voice cos I could hear a small bit of jazzy tunes in it. This was one of the few rare songs I have on iTunes that really got me reflecting on 2010 and the years past in SASS.

Lastly,爛人館. That song's starting reminds me of Jay's 三年二班. And after that, well, feels like acapella, jazz, a bit of rock and pop plus the tune of New York combined. Makes you think of Michael Buble's Feeling Good as well.

I may be over-exaggerating, but well, their songs bring a effect similar to that I posted, if not exact. And if you've been following them on Twitter( I know you will, Raymond), their album is 2nd on HMV's Asian chart. And their album was released not that long ago.

Thanks to Evan for the discounted album price PLUS chance in the MV of 人生试验课!! Err, if you see this, forget about the 1 dollar you owe me today!

Cutting Names, Dropping Status, Enhancing Life?

2010-09-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

I was very bored. Quite sad and emo this few days, despite a face completely opposite.

First, let's discuss exams. Even after improvements in Geog and maintaining my Science, my L1R5 was a pathetic 20. All my As have turned into Bs(rarely) and Cs, and the rest turns into an F9(Screw you, Maths). As predicted, I got lectured.

Next, I've been screwed by new curfew rules. Don't wish to disclose here, it's almost exactly the same as the 2 month computer ban and study curfew I got last year

Thirdly, I've been more impulsive, short-tempered and aggressive, too much to the point whereby I rush into things, jump into wilder conclusions and not thinking what I say. Basically, I shoot my mouth off and let it out, regardless on how it affects others.

If this was stress, I really don't think such extreme conditions would appear.Even if it did, it should be in a smaller scale.

I'm still having pangs of guilt from the old one. Maybe if I wasn't immature, then it wouldn't had happened. It feels like every physical pain I endure is nothing compared to the emotional pain I inflicted on her.

There are good times and bad times in life. However, a cruel and unshaved bastard by the name of Reality facepalms you and beats you down into submission, leading you to curse and swear at the bad times. Therefore, we need God to offset this so that we can have a way of escape. I doubt I have been trusting Him recently.

Well, to end off on a happy note, I FINALLY RE-STRINGED MY ACOUSTIC GUITAR!

Revival with Ranting

2010-06-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hi. Forgot I own a blog till recently.

I can't say I'm doing good now. Really. This isn't some rip-off from other people's blogs or anything. It's true. For those people in 3S2, you will know this quite well.

This year, I began thinking that I would be happy if I mugged right from the start. True, it gave me some recognition as "smart" but only temporarily. By the end of SA1, my results dropped by 1-2 grades, giving me an L1R5 of 16,which really sucks.

Sometimes, I don't even want to talk to people like Evan,who honestly is really a good friend to me. I'm too exhausted by my own problems that I just want to emo in my own room un-noticed.

And to her,whom many people know: I'm really sorry for every thing I did that caused you hurt over the past 6 months. Please don't feel guilty FOR me anymore;I don't deserve it. You should be pissed at me,not sad for me. Go back to leading your happy life before. Don't care about me. I can stand on my own.

Damn. Everything's going worse. Just stop hurting me more and more, I don't want to even tell Him about my plans. I know, I made the wrong choice. But sometimes, I need to bang a few walls myself before I get a clearer sense of direction. So, give me some time. I need to cool down.

Crappy Holidays

2010-03-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

I hate it when they pile up so much homework for us to do during school holidays,nearly giving us no break at all.Ah well,got to sacrifice for good grades in SA1.

Nothing much to blog about.Life kinda gets really boring right now when you wake up at 4am and can't sleep anymore and that nothing gets done prior to the holidays.Considering the fact that I got choir on Thursday and Friday,I really need to cram and mug,or else it will be too late,especially for Maths.

I so need a good break now!!!!!!

Part Two

2010-02-21T21:59:00.001+08:00

And here is Part Two for you.

I didn't mean for you to hate me like I'm a real bastard,but if you really want to look at it that way,then there is nothing I can say or do.It's extremely hard for a person to change from hate to like again.Not that you aren't OK or anything.I think you're a really good person,and anyone who ends up with you will be blessed,but I can't really can't be with you as I promised to.I'm sorry,I've broken my promise to you AGAIN.

It's not that you aren't good,it's me.I'm not the best guy for you.I dunno about others though.I pray that you will find a guy better than me or Sean and that you will have better friends than us.And,emoing and repressing you definitely isn't good for all of us;it doesn't solve the problem

A Reply

2010-02-21T21:44:00.001+08:00

Here's a reply to her after seeing it.

I really didn't want to remove you on FB.Yes,we did have our share of good times,but this is something that will benefit everyone in the end.You may think that I'm a freaking coward,but I obeyed the command of God.

How so?Well,I can't be talking behind your mum's back every single time,right?That,by itself,is already considered sin.If I were to continue on talking to you and if both my uncle and your mum finds out,you know how much darn damage you and me will have to eat?For sure the worst faced so far.

If you think I'm not sad,you better think again.It already hurts so much just to give up the one I liked,so what about you,my dear friend,who was there for me when I was down?

I don't deserve anyone's love,let alone yours,cos I'm a real jerk.Like what he said,you'll understand when you become mature,that we have no intention to harm you AT ALL.I still love you as a friend,so stop repressing yourself.If you're feeling down,pray.God will uphold you in His righteous right hand.

I'm still gonna fulfill your wish to go to church.I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR YOU,DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME,I WON'T LET YOU CONTINUE WITH YOUR LIFE UNSAVED.

Strucked Again

2010-02-17T20:12:00.000+08:00

Yeah,got strucked by him.Again.

His whole plan started out as a fair 2-and-a half hour of usage per day.Now it has turned into a freaking conservative 1-hour usage PER DAY.1 HOUR.Then what,spend my 1 hour before using com to study?

He also made this new rule today(I hate all his rules).Apparently,I can't listen to music with BOTH earphones on,I have to leave one ear open to receive telephone calls.And when I told him that the quality turns out terrible,he said it was MY problem.MINE.WTH......

When he moves out,I'm so gonna turn all his freaking rules around

Pissed Off CNY

2010-02-16T20:38:00.000+08:00

Well,I've been too lazy to post.I wanted to write something positive,but after considering what happened in the past 4 days,I shall change my mind and post a rant.

Three words to describe my mood in CNY: FREAKING PISSED OFF.Some of you may know why,cos even on the eve and on the first day of CNY,there was absolutely no way I could avoid getting scolded by my uncle.Reasons include me watching handphone videos at 10:15PM,me not noticing my parents has arrived,not cleaning up my room,etc.

Give me a real time-out here.I mean,its CNY.You're supposed to be happy and congratulate me,not soclding others and bossing me around.And oh,did I mention he was against me playing Tap Tap?

Secondly,I was haunted by someone coming after me.I thought that wasn't a serious thing.In the end,it became so bad that Mrs Leong PERSONALLY questioned me.So,as a form of punishment(or at least that was what I thought),we have to keep it that way.And my mum GRILLED me on this AGAIN.ON CNY!!!!!!

So,with all that,I decided to vent it on a game of GTA IV on my third uncle's PS3 for 2 hours,and I got scolded by the eldest uncle.AGAIN.

Screw these 4 days.

Revive.AGAIN.

2010-01-24T20:58:00.000+08:00

Crossed a month since I last posted.Guess I should bring the space alive again.

Yeah,hope you like the new blogskin,took me some time to find it.
Well,let's see,Sec 3 life is starting to pile up,in terms of homework,and yeah,it does get hard when you have limits and certain regulations to confine them,one of which being a minimum 14 hour study limit weekly.

And my allergies are back.Again.Because of it getting quite severe,I had to miss Sec 3 camp.And they all had fun while I was resting at home,studying and FB-ing.

Can't post too much.Need to study for Bio test tomorrow!

The New Skin

2009-12-13T13:18:00.001+08:00

I know.It's emo,and it has some resemblence to "Secret".Oh yeah,I forgot,just in case you don't know,just highlight the words if you can't see.The designs are abit too weird.....

Ranting on my current position

2009-12-13T12:39:00.002+08:00

Ah crap.My current situation really stinks,doesn't it?

Do I see my problems with my friends?Am I blinded by my own strategy?What happened,I lost.But I keep on wanting to win,even after my defeat.What is that?Foolishness bound in me,as stated in the Bible?

Yes,I will say sorry for every wrong thing I done,whether to an MGS person,or an SA guy.However,whether they forgive me or not is up to them.It makes me worried.Am I really gonna be forgiven?Is it going to work?

The Bible says forgive others,and let God do the rest.But I want my face.Why?Am I so full of pride that I wont back down after a loss?

Sean lectured me,Meiying too.And sometimes,I feel even some of my haters have been telling me to let go.I guess I really have to,but I don't see how that will give me benefit.I'll be honest;I can't sleep properly at night.I've been waking up at 3,just to find out that my problems are still there.

I'm not the kind of person my friends think I am.I guess Ruth probably feels more at ease without my talking to her everyday.Is it time now?Do I have to tear down all that I had built for the past 2-4 years,and start all over again,from the bottom of the league and work my way up to the top?

God,help me take away this problem,if this is Your will for me to get pass this problem,then I will submit to Your will....

I guess I'm gonna have to "tear down my everything"........

My Perception of Enemies

2009-12-03T21:20:00.002+08:00

I was reading Sean's blog an hour ago,and he gave me a clear detail of what it feels like to be backstabbed and having an unknown enemy,so I shal rant a little about that.

Why the hell can't people do it publicly?Either they are bloody cowards,or they are simply plain retarded fools.The only reason I used the word fools is cos I had exposed people before in primary school,and yes,I was caught in a major crime in primary school,so I had to backstab all my friends for that.

I'm super tired now(or not so),but I'll just stop here.No point wasting my breath on these suckers.

Not in the mood

2009-11-26T14:09:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to:Like A Knife-Secondhand Serenade

It's so hot outside.My eyes hurt from looking at the window.I've got Christmas skit rehearsal at church later.It's not gonna be a good day today man.......

Anyways,I got my Aino,and a new line.Took 2 days to get used to SE system(startup lags,Media Go,etc.)and controlling the camera properly,so that no random shots will be taken.

Yesterday also wasnt that good.Got scolded by JP for harassing people.And I got pangseh-ed by Joshua.And the Christmas party,chances are that it's compulsory,not good for Joshua,but it's a method for me to kill time,but not so much.I MAY go to Malaysia on the 11th(at night,9-10pm,damn it)for 3-4 days.

Good grief,I shall stop posting,the sun is getting on my nerves now

I am a flower quickly fading,here today and gone tomorrow

2009-11-22T11:23:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to:Who Am I-Casting Crowns

It's amazing how one song,one sermon and one session with my church friend can actually change my whole life.I mean,I think I know what's lacking in my life!

During this whole year,the focus is on me and not on God.It feels like He isn't in the centre of my heart.I left Him,without me knowing it.

But yesterday,I have found my way back.

I learnt that worship isn't just about praising God at church,because we spend most of our time outside the church.So worship is more of how you live your life,and how certain incidents can be used as a method of worshipping Him.

After a fairly-short talk from Jasper to the Youth,I decided to imitate his quote

"You don't see to believe,you believe to see..."

The sermon yesterday was just awesome and powerful.Practically answered the questions inside of me for so long......

Maybe it's time I let go,and just let God take care of matters.....

It's An Odd Friday,This Time Around

2009-11-20T13:17:00.002+08:00

I thought Friday was meant to be fun,but today changed my perspective COMPLETELY.

I was FORCED(and I mean,FORCED)to study today.Goodness man!Sapped so much of my energy taking down notes and practicing stuff.Urgh,I'll be glad when this madness is over.......

I was also given retarded games to play on MSN,with me trying to read my Bio textbook,FB-ing and clearing my 3200 unread messages at the same time.Not helping there,people!Never play retarded games on MSN,it just turns you off!

Argh....nothing much,so I shall end here now.

Report from the past few weeks.....LOL

2009-11-19T14:35:00.002+08:00

OK,never blogged for a period of time already.....Revival after weeks,I guess?

Went to KL last weekend.Bought quite a number of stuff there,including Converse shoes(Yes,Jerrold Ham Ham Tan,I got it at a REAL Converse shop.....)and some shirts bought at KL's Chinatown.That's about the stuff I got,I guess.Wasn't too happy about the immigration and the blackout at the hotel,though.

Then there was my PSP crashing against a wall,breaking part of the internal drive,so any game above the 5.00 M33-6 firmware requirement will hang.Oh and my left PSP speaker got thrashed with it

(Sean,I know you're gonna continue reading,man....)

Now,I'm at home,getting screwed left-right-centre while updating and trying to block those idiots for spamming my tagboard.

Speaking of spamming idiots,I've got a message to all those people from 2D,with the exception of Stephen,JJ,Jeryl and some people going to 3S2'10,JUST GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE!I don't need you as my classmates,let alone as friends.I've never liked 2D'09,AND I NEVER WILL!Just get out of my miserable friend and leave me alone for good!

I think that's about it....

Holiday,anyone??

2009-11-08T16:32:00.002+08:00

So I'm headed for 3S2 with Bio as an Elective.And NO A-MATH!!!Yeah,that really hurt a lot....

Carolling's over.Months of practice and it all boils down to two days of community involvement at old folk's home/community hospitals,and now it's over.Wish carolling lasted longer:(

Recently,I've been rather depressed and tired.I have insomnia,like,every night,and I emo a lot now.Sean,you know why I emo so much,don't you?

Ice skating over as well.Two hours in the ring,multiple epic collisions and crashes,and a hell lot of bruises and injuries.Church camp has also been majorly modified,as well:(

I'll certainly miss the carolling days and the months leading up to it.......Haiz,I'm still quite sad about the farewell,though.

Time to go back to sleep.....

Exam Comms

2009-10-18T12:04:00.002+08:00

Comments made by friends during the EOYs can really freak people off.

Math was a near-complete killer.Mr Ang had warned us about it but it was nothing compared to the exam.Since when did angle bisectors come out as a Paper 1 3 mark question?Since when did a curve graph and a straight line graph come out as an 11-mark question on Paper 2?

So,about 30 minutes before Paper 1 ended,I was technically stuck at Question 9,because the perpendicular bisector I was supposed to draw seemed exceptionally wrong and it was worth 3 marks!Then,I completely forgot my Sec 1 work,so I kinda had quite a bad time during P1.

Paper 2 was easier than Paper 1.Attempted the graph qn but bombed 6 marks cos I didnt know how to plot y=1/3x +5.Trigo was exceptionally easy this time round,not as hard as Mr Ang had predicted.

Science was clearly the ultimate killer.

It seemed shocking,but the fact remains that I'm not very confident for it this time around.I had to think for 5 mins to answer a dumb Physics question on Resistance and I gave a retarded answer.

The rest were quite all right,I think.

Chinese LC,easy?Yeah right.To me,after History(or was it Science?) was the worst time to conduct it!I have the highest chance to flunk LC.

I still have problems with Lit,though.Time management was terrible.I spent about 20 mins on 1 sub-question.1 SUB-QUESTION!!!!!!!!

I think it won't be long before my arms get numb and brittle soon.

Why?

2009-10-18T11:52:00.004+08:00

Several months has passed since I last blogged before my curfew.Time to revive the blog already.

Firstly,exams are over.I'm not happy.I think by ending the exams,my real fear will come,and it is on this coming Wednesday that freaks me out.I don't think I'm ready to go there and face them the second time.

Secondly,I think that the world has changed faster than I expect it would.People are changing churches here and there now.Should I question myself how to respond to all this?

I've made more enemies now.If I can't do anything at all,should Ibe a sitting duck?

Messed up results

2009-08-28T16:02:00.002+08:00

Resulrs for my Common Test weren't the best.Plus I failed two subjects.LOL.I'm sure you can guess which one.

Maths was frigging screwed up.I failed it again.If I got the first question correct,I swear that I can pass!You had no idea how pissed I was when I saw I failed!

Lit was GAY.I failed it for the first time.Aargh,screw Lit!

OK,results,results.Be prepared,they suck:

English:58(C5)
Maths:45(D7)
Chem:60(B4)
Bio:60(B4)
Physics:70(A2)
Lit:47(D7)
Chinese:72(A2)
History:85(A1)

BLEAH!It stinks.

Founder's Day tomorrow.Whole day of performance.OMG this weekend sure sucks

Reality.....?

2009-08-20T21:15:00.002+08:00

I'm screwing up everything.What is the world coming to?I get betrayed,shunned and arrowed by people.I don't even want to sing already,it sucks to find that everyday I keep getting myself emotionally beaten up by others and there's nothing I can do.

THANKS A DAMN LOT JOSHUA ANG!Look what you've done!If you hadn't said it in the first place,none of this would have happened!Prepare to pay!Pay with your own blood!Or,pay by fixing everything back to normal!

I think my life sucks.I don't want it,people doesn't want my life,people just wants me dead.THANKS A LOT!I feel like taking you ALL on!

Signing off.

Post-CT Stuff

2009-08-18T16:29:00.002+08:00

Yeah,well,if you just noticed.This is the new skin.Sorry for the really damn long delay.

Anyway,after CT,life hasn't really gone back to normal.The whole day was basically about finding out what results we would be getting and we only got back one,which was quite OK.

Homework,on the other hand,has increased.The amount of work we were given is going up.If it wasn't for SA2,the work would have dropped.OMG now I'm still lagging behind...

After school,me and some other classmates went to Selva's class and pranked him.One slammed the door and we all ran away,meant to piss him off.Damn funny cos I think Selva came out to chase us...

OK,now I got to do some housekeeping stuff.I hate housekeeping:(

Ranting

2009-08-16T13:37:00.002+08:00

I need to rant now,really need to.A lot of things has been happening recently.

Ever since after the exchange,my world has turned upside down.I didn't make any new friends,I made more enemies,and now I have a whole horde of people against me.I know the reason,but I keep screwing up.Every now and then I'm losing support and it feels so pressurizing.Every thing I do is my fault and not others.

Is there really all there is to life?All I wanted was to gain friends,I only wanted support!And what did I get?Rejection!Why?It feels so real....

I want to get away,my life feels meaningless.Oh God,when will You reveal Your will in my life?

Pre-CT blues

2009-08-13T18:34:00.002+08:00

Yes,people.Ct for my school starts officially tomorrow,and my Maths is like,really screwed unless I score as much as possible earlier and for all those easy bits.History should be fun and challenging and Chinese should be fun....LOL I wonder why I am speaking like that.

OK,tomorrow,after CT,I am going with one of my Sanguo mentors and the Six Samurai Expert,Miguel,to AMK to play SANGUO with Jacob.....This will be the final time we play Sanguo for the year cos of O Levels and stuff like that.Gonna bring ALL my arcade stuff there,change of clothes and Miguel and/or Jacob will sponser me with some more stuff......................

OK now I gotta record down all those formulas for Maths.

Drifting off is so wrong....

2009-08-08T22:42:00.003+08:00

I dunno what happened in church today.It felt as if my mind wasn't there.I screwed up about 5 times with the EasyWorship system and I felt really bad cos I have rarely committed a mistake before with the system and so many times in one service is just terrible.

Sigh,after what Pastor shared today,I really have my doubts about marriage.I wish I didn't need a wife in the future.The only problem is that I suck at almost everything,and the wife can only be the helper.If I could,I wouldn't wanna get married.....Who would marry me anyway?Just looking at me irks some people already......

I seriously need better concentration.I kept breaking focus today for no reason...

Screwed Up

2009-08-07T20:28:00.002+08:00

Sengkang trip?Well,it was madness!All those slides were fun,except that the water was a bit salty.We screamed stuff like Smoking Cigarette,Jeffery Au,all that stuff.

NDP celebration was utter bullsh*t.Why?We were frigging confined to our class till like 9.45!And school ends at 10!!I was really pissed at Siti for doing that to us,I sweared under my breath.Who in the world gets confined in class during NDP celebration?And worse still,me and Jon Neo got caught by that stupid Peter Tay and Mr Poon for,in their point of view,"attempting to pon"school.

Then,it turns out that my mp3 got soaked in soap water and guess what,I LOST EVERYTHING!I was damn angry at myself for conveniently forgetting to take it out!So now,it becomes like what Jacob Lim said:"Two words:Dumb F***!"

Electives

2009-08-05T19:35:00.001+08:00

It's so damn hard to choose electives.I mean,you need to be good at a certain area to do one elective.I'm currently considering either POA,FOE or Bio.I still got a couple of months before I have to make the final decision

Ultra Long.....

2009-08-04T21:01:00.002+08:00

I better blog more often,otherwise it gets damn long.

Nothing much this past month.Just choir and all those screwed up preps for CT.Heck,I haven't even got mine started yet.

Speaking of screwed-up preps,I had a really bad time in Maths lesson recently.Why?Cos I have no idea how the heck I am gonna pass a CT paper,set in Paper 2 standard and the questions are from Chapters 1 to 9!The worst would be that stupid quadratic graph/simultaneous graphs which causes me headaches and it's worth,like 7 to 9 marks!

At home recently,got stomped on by my uncle,again.Two weeks ago,when he was in KL,I got so pissed off I sweared so loud that my mum scolded me for using those words at home.Yeah,you know what I mean.

Three weeks ago,on Friday,my grandma scolded me for coming home at 10PM!She thought that I went out and screwed around and went back.To be exact,I only went to find out what plan is suitable for an iPhone 3GS,and I got scolded for that.Haiz,need to learn how to control my temper better,especially for later........

National Day celebrations and all that can be summarized into 1 word:BORING!It's damn dumb to put CT on the week after National Day and now,there goes 2 days of my PSP gaming!

OK,now I'm off to clear some"trash".

New Com Softwares

2009-07-26T14:16:00.002+08:00

OK,so my com got sent to the PC Doctor at Sim Lim for help.It turns out that the transistor and the power plug was fried.So they re-formatted and backed up my files.They also turned it into a Core Duo processor and upgraded it to XP Service Pack 3.The rest of the apps were downloaded by me.Downloaded the apps last night till about 1:25AM before turning in.I was still listening to my mp3 when I was sleeping...LOL

So,OK,my com is faster.But it sucks to find that the audio is gone and I have to frigging replace the speakers.Can you imagine watching Youtube vids without sound?

OK,now I gotta complete my HW...

Illness Mania

2009-07-09T17:30:00.003+08:00

Damn,suffering from right tonsilitis....Last year was left and now right.Doc gave me a frigging strong injection and asked me to see him next week(yesterday).

Yesterday,he checked my situation.From bad to worse.Not surprising cos I can feel the pain when I eat or drink.He warned me that I may go to hospital if I gets even worse.Plus,he told me that a fever is imminent someday soon.

Damn,my medicine?Well,I'm on 2 types of antibiotics for my tonsilitis,painkillers for that and my headache,flu tablets and 2 bottles of paracetamol in case I got fever.He said maybe at minimum,I'm gonna have 3-4 days of MC.I can't eat or drink almost anything.I'm on Milo now and porridge too.

Worse still,today,I got drenched in the rain today,which is definitely gonna speed up when I'm getting fever.OMG I don't want to go back to hospital again!!!!

And the medicine is dammit strong.I feel nauseous and tired after taking them and a strong feeling of plastic is in my stomach.I can't seem to concentrate properly after taking them.

Now I gotta take my second round of medicine.

Career Guidance??

2009-07-07T16:49:00.002+08:00

OK,first things first.I'M BEGGING PEOPLE LIKE KENNETH,MAX,JEREMY AND REUBEN TO STOP FLOODING MY TAGBOX! I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU WANT TO CORRECT ME OF MY FATAL MISTAKES BUT PLEASE NOT ON MY TAGBOX!!IF YOU WANT TO,JUST CALL ME OR MSN ME!!!

So,today.Nothing much really,wished I could have slacked off,which I nearly did during CME.Well,they had some dumb career talk,and they were asking people what types of jobs they want and all that stuff,when suddenly Jordan said something about selling backsides,which in fact is a really "evil" thing to say.So he got punished by Miss Chew by squatting behind the chair and putting his hands on his mouth.

Somehow or another,we found a secret way into class.How?Remove the bottom two glass panes on any row,then jump in and put back the two panes.OK,this may not be effective.We nearly got screwed by Miss Siti today for doing that.

OK,now I shall watch nigahiga vids on youtube and collect some dumb stuff for tomorrow's DNT course.I hate DNT courses.

Military Attitude Training?????

2009-07-02T19:45:00.002+08:00

Oh shucks,I am on this stupid freaking course,specially "invented"by my uncle,the Military Attitude Training,designed,in my opinion,to CONFINE ME!!!!!!Damn him!Ever since after the exchange with MGS,I've been quarreling with my uncle for my own rights.And I lost.Not only that,I lost EVERYTHING.I lost my laptop(got destroyed by my uncle).But more than that.I lost my friends.I dont know why,I brought my foul mood and habits along with me.

It's time I revealed some things.I'm gonna be rarely blogging ever.Neither will I appear on MSN.I will only re-enter MSN under two timings:One,after streaming.Two,after someone wants to add me on MSN.

Now I think I need to re-order my thinking.

Most Unfortunate Week

2009-06-26T19:24:00.003+08:00

OMG,so sian!This week,I lost a lot.I injured my right kneecap on my way to Changi and it's still hurting.Every time I move my leg,it hurts.

I also lost my only one chance to go out.Haiz........I'll have to wait for months before I can go out with friends.

OK,I'm not gonna post much when school reopens.I DETEST SCHOOLWORK!!!!!!!

Can Someone Please Help Me Zhng My Com??

2009-06-22T18:32:00.002+08:00

OK,time for an update.Found the new blogskin and this blog is gonna be undergoing renovation soon and MAJORITY(About 95%)of holiday HW is done.I think just left 2 or 3 more before it's really finished!

Today in actual fact was kinda hilarious.Went to Raffles City to get a Crumpler and yes,I got the Barney Rustle Blanket.Got the green one(I was dying for black but don't have and the rest were like crap)and it costs like,$163!Well,they also gave me some limited edition Crumpler bag cos I spent more than $150.

I seriously think this weel sucks cos I can't go out.Stupid ******* week.If I was allowed to go out,I would seriously watch movies.Initially,I was planning to go out on Wednesday,but my family members are coming in,so I'm pratically confined.What to do?If only I had my PSP....and can someone PLEASE TELL ME HOW THE HELL DO YOU GET RID OF IRRITATING BUGS IN MY COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!

The Last Bit

2009-06-16T11:48:00.002+08:00

It's gonna be over very soon.Holiday homeworks are killers if you slack.So I'm still bored and nothing I can do is gonna change the fact that I will only have PSP for a few more hours.So sad,one of my major stress-relievers are gone:(

I'm starting to slack just because my birthday is coming.Oh,shucks.I better ask for a more disciplined heart so that I can focus and put my priorities in front(even though He's still at the top!)

So yeah,this next semester ain't gonna be easy.But God promised us that if we obey him,we will always be at the top,never at the bottom(Deuteronomy 28:13).So I'm gonna cling on to this promise and fulfill my dream of hitting 3SB.Of course,I'll have to put in a lot more work now cos I slacked off quite a bit during the first semester.

I'm starting to find better blogskins,so don't complain for a while.

Sian

2009-06-14T13:10:00.004+08:00

I feel sian.The MGS-SASS exchange is over,and I really miss those 3 days.I learnt a fair bit from it.Most unfortunately,there was also a few negative things I found out at home.

I have concluded this in the exchange over the 3 days:

MGS choir are super focused.They can go super wacky during breaks,but maintain a constant sense of focus during rehearsal time.

Body percussion somehow improves sight-singing

SASS choir cannot dance.Neither can they dance together with MGS choir.It looks weird seeing the Saints prancing around like ponies during warmups.

Somehow,it seems that we can count better than girls,as shown in the jumping jacks exercise.(Sorry if this offended any single one of the MGS choir personnel.)

OK,now for the negative stuff I learned at home:

My eldest uncle is a gigantic freak.I can't stand him anymore.Anything bad he says about me now,I'll just retaliate.This time,I'll use my wide range of vocabulary to counter him.
My computer is starting to get on my nerves
I'm still feeling bored.
My eldest uncle is SO irritating,I used the vulgar language on him.

So yes,I have NOTHING to do,except that C-Day(Crumpler Day)and my birthday is coming.

Oh yes,sorry that I haven't changed the blogskin yet.I'm still searching.

Live Update

2009-06-01T17:57:00.002+08:00

Time I revived my blog.

So,these past few months was a terrible ordeal.I won't go into it much,but one of them was that my results drastically dropped.If it dropped any further,I may get my ass kicked into the Normal stream.Secondly,I think my uncle is a real pain in the ass.He objects to everything I do.Therefore,everything he says now,I will retreat and point a middle finger in his direction,signifying general displeasure.

Secondly,the June holidays will be plain boring.Why?Because my mum(actually,it was my uncle's idea)confiscated my PSP a week before the holidays started and my house is packed with assessment books and notes.I can only use the computer for study purposes,but my family doesn't realize I'm multitasking.

Thirdly,besides final choir rehearsals and church camp,THERE IS NOTHING ON MY SCHEDULE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 14 YEARS!!Usually I would have more activities during my birth-month but there is nothing this round.So,I am gonna be so bored during this 1 month.

Fourthly,homework and studies is really haunting me right now.There's a load of homework which I need to complete in nine days time and revise for the next five days before going for camp,if they accept,that is.If they don't,I'll be a real brainiac by end of June.If I don't and I am still able to remember everything I learnt,I'm really good in attitude for studying.

Just a short word before I leave,I'll be putting up a hiatus on end-August,so as to prepare for streaming.By 2 September,you can still leave tags but I won't respond till end of early October.A semi-hiatus will therefore start on mid-August(early-August if necessary).

For now,there will be quite a long break before the next post because I'm changing my blogskin and looking for a suitable one,at that.

Adios people!

...................

2009-05-02T14:44:00.003+08:00

I quote BenSee: "You really think the choir is out to get you?NO."

I don't think I am that well-suited in choir anymore after what happened.It's not a problem of how severe the consequences is going to be, but rather, how am I gonna fit in with the rest of the choir members,especially the seniors.

I think that the choir would be far better off without me burdening them.I would just apologize to them on 18th May 2009,after everything,tell Miss Gan that I am quitting.End of story.Don't want to come into contact with the choir.

I really thank the choir for being with me these past 2 years,but I'm sorry.I've got to go to a place which I feel more comfortable and experienced at.

Reminiscence

2009-04-10T11:42:00.002+08:00

I seriously want a digital camera or a phone,but my mum doesn't allow me to get one.She "claims"my studies were crap and required constant revision.What the hell is that!

Recently,I've been feeling extremely tired for some unknown reason,only to find out that I have insomnia.The weird is that I can still concentrate well even if I am tired.Woah,hope that I can recover from this sleep disorder.

Yesterday's Chinese class was epic.We were discussing methods to counter depression,and some people were saying things like going to the zoo to play with a gorilla,going to the beach to eat bananas and some others.The class just laughed out loud at that!

On a brighter note,I managed to pre-order from Japan Bleach Heat The Soul 6!It's coming out on 14 May,right after my exams and I will have full enjoyment to the game then.Some new characters,like Zommari Leroux,Halibel and even Ulquiorra's released form will be in the game!Not bad for the longest running series franchise game on the PSP!

Oh yeah,and before I forget,Happy Good Friday and Easter~!

New Phone Decisions and The Night Out

2009-04-05T18:41:00.004+08:00

I'm seriously considering 6 phones now:LG Viewty,LG Cookie,LG Renoir,Nokia E71,Apple iPhone and Apple iPhone 3G.

But from the looks of it,I'm stuck with the Nokia E71 and the iPhones for decision.Reason being my mum doesn't want her E71 but I convinced her otherwise.So I'm gonna mug and study real hard so that I can find a suitable plan,thus getting the iPhone/iPhone 3G at a lesser price.If they give me a 1000 app-free-download,I'll definitely put in Tap Tap Revenge,Tap Tap Revenge 2,Action Bowling,Piano,etc.....

I'm considering for either M1 or SingTel for the plan.

Meanwhile,Kenneth Lin won a contest and the choir will be the first fifty people in Singapore to watch Nicolas Cage's latest movie,Knowing,tomorrow night at 2015 hours at the 13th floor of Shaw Centre.

I will MUGGGGGGGGGGGG NOW!

Ash Like Snow

2009-04-01T21:20:00.002+08:00

Why does my results have to suck?

I have been thinking,and,I still haven't found it yet.I'm also losing my cool more often.

I need to self-control.

I am thinking about pulling out of the SYF Choir because I just don't think I am able to enter SYF.Plus,I don't want history repeating itself like what happened in Bratislava.

Only God knows how to help me now.Everyone I know just turned away from me.

Looks like ashes are falling down like snow. Damn.

VCH Rehearsal

2009-03-28T16:50:00.002+08:00

It was so-so.

I can't believe we were singing our warm-ups to foreigners this morning outside VCH!

Other than that and the fact that Miss Gan had to scold us twice,it was OK.

After the entire thing,I followed Jeremy and Miss Liao for lunch with Mr Tay and Miss Gan.Then,we went to NLB to return CDs and score books,before heading to Peace Plaza to check out Jeremy's iPod Touch Wi-Fi features.

So,we checked ut iris.com for out next time the buses come and it was so inaccurate.139 was supposed to come 13 minutes after 147 but it came before 147.

I reached home at 2 plus and decided to MSN and Facebook for some time.

Term 2 Commencation

2009-03-22T19:44:00.002+08:00

I don't like the looks of tomorrow.Reason is simple:I DID NOT FINISH MY ****ING HOMEWORK!!!!

Unless tomorrow I rush my Maths homework,I think I will get screwed by Mr AKH.Not to be rude or anything,but the fact remains that I find his lessons slightly mundane,even though they are very informative.But,hey,there is a solution.The solution,from my point of view,is to work harder than usual.THREE TIMES HARDER.That's why I set my own rules at my own house to control computer usage with effect from tomorrow.

But,I may let my hair down on Saturday after the SYF Rehearsal.Most probably me and Kai Wen are gonna catch a movie.I was thinking about Mall Cop,as it is damn humorous,similar to the Pink Panther movie.I'm not sure whether KW is inviting anyone,but I think there will be more than just the 2 of us going anyway.

Woah,Term 2 seriously is gonna be damn freaking busy!OK,SYF,urgent rehearsals and finally,the bloody Mid Year Exam.

Now,I just wanna get some rest.

In The End

2009-03-10T15:48:00.002+08:00

Well,I got freakishly terrible results.

Seriously,who would be so dumb to get terrible marks for CT?Maybe some people.Unfortunately,I was one of those people and am very sad to say that I do not want to post my marks simply because of three reasons:

They suck!
They are extremely damn embarassing.Anyone who looked at them would only laugh
I just don't feel like posting

Now with that straight,down to the SYC's concert,Birth and Death.It was quite nice actually but prior to that was abit of a disaster,especially after eating dinner at the Marina Barrage(which by the way,sucked).Here is the convo we did:

Me(after alighting the shuttle bus):I think we better get a cab soon.We're gonna be late
Reuben:Haiz,lets take MRT.
Kenneth:No way!Cab will bring us to Esplanade a quarter of the amount of time we'll take by MRT!
Reuben(after 5 mins):Kenneth Lin,it's now or never!We're gonna be f***ing late!
Kenneth:NEVER!
Kenneth:Haiya,just run and find cab
Me and Jeremy(after running):Now we're at Raffles Place MRT.We should have taken the train!
Reuben:Thank God we found a cab!
Reuben(after arriving):EH,CHHIONG!!!!!!!

So now I know why I am so addicted to PSP games.They're awesome and good!:D(even though I have little games)

Unknown Forcing Causes Disturbance?

2009-03-01T20:33:00.003+08:00

OK,as the title says it all.I was admitted into TTSH at 4:30pm on Saturday.The reason being overexertion of body.

The doc said that I will be weak for the next month.Weaker than before means I will be more pain-prone to attacks and pressured even further.Ragghhhh.......need help now....

OK,thank God for my mum.If not for her,she would not have gave birth to me.I wouldn't have a place to stay.Sometimes she scolds me and I quarrel with her over certain stuff,but nevertheless she has shown me unchangeable love and care.Ever since Dad left me,she has been a single parent.She even brought my laptop to TTSH when she visited me.But now,she is in hospital,suffering because of me,I caused her to suffer from HBP and come to think of it,I really regretted it.I still have scores to settle with Teryne and many others,but I am going to need time.

OK,time to change my attitude.Reuben was right:I AM a pain in the ass,especially during the choir camp.If I keep up with this nonsense,not even Teryne will befriend me.So really,thank God for Reuben.

Now,I begin to understand God's purpose in my life:He put people in my life so that they can guide me and I can be more mature and grow up someday.Well,alot can happen soon.

Idiotic Reprimands

2009-02-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

I seriously hate Jeremy Foo now.He is such a pain in the ass.In school,he can goad me into fighting him and using others as a shield.Seriously man,if his mind was thinking straight,he would have rammed me into the wall.After all,thats how I lost to him once in a coflict during P6.

I think he has a ****ing screw loose.He literally is asking for it.If he wants to be ****ed,so be it,but the way he talks to me is like a vermin.I owned him flat in academics,but he can still rebel and tell me hong kan.Not bad but he is still just too dumb.If he had brains,he wouldn't have done that in the first place.

This is my message to him: Eh,Jeremy,if you have the brains to think,you don't cause trouble like you did in P6.Next time if you stare at me like 1 dog,I treat it as u hong kan.And two,BALEK KAMPONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Common Test,The First Day

2009-02-20T17:15:00.003+08:00

Darn today.Stupid common tests.

Actually,it wasn't quite bad,just that it was irritating when Leroy spins his pen like a helicopter propeller,which seriously disrupts my thinking.OK,so I got my schedule wrong.Instead of expecting Lit to be last,it came out first,followed by Chinese and then Geography.WTH!!!!!!!

3 exams down,3 left.After Monday,spam my PSP GAMES!!!!!!!!!WHOO!!!!

But,Monday is English,Maths,Chem,Bio and Physics(last three under Science but in 3 papers).Looks like I gotta chhiong my revisions and go in the hall and bomb the paper with freaking accurate answers.I think 5 hours each day should do the trick.

A really funny thing happened today.Max,my classmate,sat through an entire paper with his bag behind him.And guess what,the teachers and inviligators didn't catch him!Only after the paper,when Malcolm reminded him,then he threw his bag to the bag placement area in front of the classroom.

Secondly,we insulted Bjorn(as always)with Hairy Gorilla words and Xinxin(Don't kill me,Lixin,I'm not offending you!)and a few people wrestled with him.Then Jorson and Bryan went in and rammed Bjorn at the back door of our exam venue.Then,De Wei went in,whacked him with a metal chain(the wallet attachment thingum)and Bjorn screamed the F word in front of 3 classes.Then he shut his mouth and looked rather embarassed.

I learnt this joke from Hefri:

"Upon hearing that the city was about to be invaded,the king sent an order to the seargeant commanding to protect the queen,as the queen cannot be touched.OK,now is the tricky part.Which one is the seargeant and which one is the queen?"(HINT:Use three fingers.Follow the characters according to storyline(E.G:KING(FIRST FINGER))and so on.Get ti right,and you are wise.Get it wrong,and get one tight slap and be called a fool.What is the answer?Leave a tag with your answer!

Hating that stupid com

2009-02-20T17:10:00.003+08:00

I hate my com!Why the heck has it gotta be infected with spyware?

Even as I am speaking now,spyware still takes place.I have no idea now:Maybe get AdAware or what?Please leave some suggestion tags 'cos I really need them.

The Riot

2009-02-11T18:20:00.002+08:00

I cant believe it.Its been quite long since I updated this blog.So here is an account of what happened today at 1050-1200 in SASS,CLASSROOM C403 DURING GEOGRAPHY CLASS.

The people of 2D were making animal noises and I said:"WELCOME TO 2D FARM!"Then YiLi asked us to shut up because this is not Animal Farm.Then after class,we rioted.Some fag said the F word at us and pointed at someone in my class.Then we beat that guy up(excluding me).Then,the class turned against one another and started fighting one another.I,in particular,lost control and strangled Stephen.That's all I can say about the riot.

So,after a lot of screaming and shouting of obscene words,I came home with bruises and scars.

An Unfair Attempt?

2009-01-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

I have been thinking about that today.Why is it that God is unfair.My church's reply was because I committed sin.True,I did,and my sin was repeated in Bratislava and Budapest.Because of all this atrocities,I feel emotionally heavy and also,it feels like I lost my connection with God.

The problem now is this:Why does God show favor on other people but not on me?I know the beginning:Something about last year,I think my choir knows.I have been picked on,insulted by,scolded by my choir members AND conductor at least ONCE.Is this all that it seems?What am I going to do now?Pray and ask God for help,or any other method?

I dunno my route now.Last time it was so certain,but now,what have I become?Have I broken the bonds between my friends?Am I a monstrous guy in character?I don't want to die,but I am not keen on living either.I am caught in the middle.

Oh well,only God knows.A lot can happen this year.

First Day of CNY

2009-01-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

Wow,not bad for first day of CNY.

Went visiting my relatives at AMK.THey were fine,just that one was blind.Received loads of angpow money.My mum said it had more than 400 bucks!Woah,I just hit the jackpot and finally broke my record!

Ate quite alot of CNY goodies.I hate today's eclipse.

Anime Addiction

2009-01-25T21:49:00.001+08:00

Finally I'm addicted to anime again.

Loads of anime I'm addicted to,but I'm most addicted to Bleach.It's got a cool storyline,though there are some bad language words here and there.I am posting this video.Watch how Ichigo(the guy in black and has orange hair)fights against Grimmjow(guy in white and has blue hair).

Loads of homework

2009-01-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

I am sick of CNY homework!

I just got hell-loads of homework from all subjects and Geography is driving me up the wall.Plus the fact that Summary for English is gonna be extremely harder.ITS 30 MARKS!That means 20 marks for Content and 10 marks for Language.I also got enough E-Math algebra questions to drive me till 2am for 4 days.

Seriously,who wants homework during CNY?Who likes getting it?No one likes it,of course.

Looks like I am gonna chhiong all my homework by TOMORROW so that I can focus my attention on gaining angpow money!(just joking.LOL)

OK,back to homework chhiong-ing.

CNY Approaches and Inappropriate Spams

2009-01-23T21:30:00.001+08:00

CNY is approaching and Blogger says my blog is a spam blog in my face and it will be deleted 20 days unless I verify it.WTF is that?!It is exactly like what happened to Ben See's blog.

It is gonna be Lixin's birthday in a few more days.I dunno what to give her for her birthday presents.Doubt my mum will let,even if I curse.

Now I hate this year's CNY.Even though I like to have some fun,I still gotta do CNY homework and it sucks having to complete more than 15 questions of E-Math during CNY.Plus,when we visit our relatives,because of economic crisis or some prank,we will say Gong Xi Fa Cai,Hong Bao Na Lai.

I am gonna post 2 vids on CNY,ALL from Muttons To Midnight.

CNY Spotchecks

2009-01-22T21:23:00.004+08:00

I hate today.

Firstly,during DNT,there were 3 people coming in to the Lab and ordered us to take out our phones and open up our bags.I believe the idea is to check for contraband stuff like PSP.

Secondly,Mr AKH took my Maths textbook on dunno when and returned it to me today.I was like giving a WTF attitude.

Thirdly,the combined pressure of choir run and basketball games today has caused me to break a blister each on my leg,causing blood to flow out and stung my legs,though it is not as bad as Solomon Foo,who has a fractured leg.

Fourthly,my fractured arm bone pressure issue is coming back again.My right arm has been hurting after the basketball game.

Fifthly,Miss Gan wanted to ask the choir what is stopping us from getting Silver or higher for SYF.For me,I want to beat CGS,but after giving it much thought,I am not sure if I am capable.The so-called auditions are not yet scheduled,and if I don't qualify,I can kiss goodbye to my dreams of performing in SYF.Even during rehearsals,I noticed that I cannot keep up with the pace.

Sixth,if I don't compete in SYF and beat CGS for once,Reuben says I might as well retire.Well,whatever happens,I doubt I can find another CCA quickly enough.In fact,I will just lose all my CCA points I earned from last year.So I have no idea what to do now.I can only pray and hope that the choir can get at least a Silver or higher in SYF,with or without me.

Seventh,starting to get complacent with Maths results.

Eighth,after all,I am,to be precise,pressurized,stressed and extremely dammit exhausted.After SYF is over,thank God I will have no more worries for 2 years.

I need a break.Perhaps the weekends and CNY will help.Oh yes,speaking of CNY,it is coming soon and therefore,Gong Xi Fa Cai!

Half Blind,Half Life

2009-01-19T20:44:00.001+08:00

I am seriously half blind temporarily.

I can't see properly,even with my glasses,and I feel scared that a lurking danger may be beside me.

The Joker Within

2009-01-18T17:28:00.002+08:00

You may not know this,but everybody has a dark side.My dark side is similar to that of the Joker,but after it is controlled,it is similar to that of someone powerful.Unfortunately,I cannot control my impulse yet.Thats why I will post 2 vids from Kamen Rider Blade series.(Episode 45 and 46)See how one who is affected by Joker became the golden Rider.

Watch KR Blade Episode 45 in Entertainment Videos | View More Free Videos Online at Veoh.com
Watch KR Blade Episode 46 in Entertainment Videos | View More Free Videos Online at Veoh.com

Thriple Edge Screw

2009-01-17T20:49:00.001+08:00

I got screwed by You-Know-Who,Reuben and Jeremy

Stalk

2009-01-17T18:13:00.002+08:00

Imagine being stalked by 3 people from VivoCity to Potong Pasir,came to your CCA Display,hanged around the school and then stalked you back from Potong Pasir to VivoCity.It feels so uncomfortable!

Then,when Reuben asked me to play soccer,I simply refused,gave a WTF-I-don't-want-to-play look on my spastic Ichime face and just trotted off.

After I lost those stalkers at Vivo,I met Jonathan Poh and his friend.We walked around Vivo,went to Toys R Us,ate dinner at Banquet(a kind of kopitiam)and went home.

Apparently,on the way home,I nearly missed my MRT and bus stops because of sheer tiredness and fatigue.

Ponyo's storyline is WAY TOO WEIRD!

CCA Display One Day Away

2009-01-16T21:21:00.002+08:00

CCA Display is just 1 day away.Wonder how it feels to be in it for the first time.I feel a sense of nervousness and excitement,as we will be singing Barbara Ann REMIX in front of ALL the Sec 1s.And today's Chem sucked la!

Complacency

2009-01-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

I'm screwed............Go ask Teryne or Jeremy and you will know why.

Bowling Ace

2009-01-13T16:44:00.002+08:00

Today I,Kai Wen,Jeremy,Sherwin and one of Jeremy's friends went to play bowling.I seriously sucked lah,being the retard who has only scored 9 points once 6 years ago.All my shots were 0 pointers.

I had to give this spastic face that I lost,apparently cos I didn't give a full strength strike.If I did,one arm would be injured by now.

Then I liked this conversation:

Kai Wen:I let you shoot once ah.
Me:OK lorh!
(Me after firing the ball):Aw,****!
Jeremy:You are so weak you suck!
Me:But it's my first experience what.
Kai Wen:So?First timers don't shoot 0 pointers lah!

I was giving this spastic face after shooting and remained that face until they finished their game.

Confusion Disoriented

2009-01-12T20:43:00.002+08:00

Having been disoriented this morning by Peter Tay doing 20 push-ups holding on a rocky floor resulted in a serious injury in my hands.

After school ended at 1.10PM,Me and Kai Wen went to Novena for lunch and to collect sports gear.Then at choir,I heard from Kenneh this weird response:

Kenneth:Everyone!Prepare to sing Black Horses!

Me:(laughs)

Kenneth:Shut up,Vellanai!

Me(extremely pissed):@#$%!!!!!

Kenneth then whacks with a ruler,strong hand shots and paper cuts.

Me:Ow!Stop it!Ow!

It seriously hurt after that.

The Whatever and Anything Attitude

2009-01-10T22:23:00.002+08:00

Yes,I gave that attitude in choir as mentioned in the title.
And I think that I need to be recreated again...
Oh LORD,pls help me.......

CCA Display next saturday,so not looking forward to it.

Burning Late Night Energy

2009-01-05T21:54:00.003+08:00

Finally completed my English project!!!!!!!That will prevent me from getting screwed tomorrow.Unless of course,if it sucks larh,but won't be as bad as one if I didn't do.

Now I realised how lucky I am.I got a deadline extended for Chinese,Home Econs,DNT and Maths.I think I am gonna do Chinese tomorrow,chhiong my Maths and DNT on Wednesday and complete the rest on the weekends

I am seriously tired.

Random Shots of Destruction

2009-01-04T20:10:00.002+08:00

Just so that you know,I am on the Kidou Senshi Gundam VS Gundam series exclusively on PSP,which has let me exposed to certain types of Gundam combat combos in long,mid and short range.The highest combo I mashed was a 15 button combo for 296 damage.Then again,using the melee overlord Destiny Gundam's Afterrun Dash was no easy feat.

After losing more than 550 points of Health because of a chain of attacks,I unleashed the G-Crossover and Mobile Assist.Legend Gundam and the power maniac Destroy Gundam charged through the battlefield but to no avail.I also lost my Shield after blocking 5 beam cannon blasts.

I then resorted to the most desperate combo while performing Afterrun Dash(Wings of Light),Arondyte Barrage.8 button combo and Palma Fionas beam shot for an explosive 425 points of damage claimed victory towards me.

Onto studies,now.I AM SO SCREWED TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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2009-01-03T12:03:00.001+08:00

...................Extremely bored..............................

The New Year Kong Singing.....

2009-01-02T15:33:00.003+08:00

Well,first day of school.Not good to start Sec 2 life.Same form teacher,different co-form,CME,PE and a hell lot of others.Science is divided into Pure Physics,Pure Chem and Pure Bio.

Well,having not completed all but 1 of my homework,I seriously feel disappointed,especially when I wanna aim for 3SA!

But it's not whether I can or not,it's whether I am willing or not that counts.I can do it,I just don't have enough motivation.I think I better save myself before I get my ass kicked by exams.

To quote Barbarella(I felt like this was like the target setting quote.):Be there,or be square!Ja?*spastic wink*

New Year Post

2009-01-01T12:58:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

COUNTDOWN TO THE DAMN SEC 2 LIFE:LESS THAN 1 DAY!NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NO MORE HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Pot-Luck

2008-12-30T12:36:00.002+08:00

Well,here to upload about the pot-luck day.

Firstly in the morning,we had rehearsal with Mr Tay on the SYF set piece.We weren't so good because we hesitated.

After lunch we did CIP by cleaning the music room,ARTS notice board,Choir notice board,etc.

After cleaning up we played basketball.I couldn't even layup because of strength problems.

Then we had the dinner.After prize presentation and gift exchange,we listened to songs and podcasts while we ate.

We played Zhong Zi Mi Ma before we cleared up and take away ice in a bottle.

We then went to Spider Web to play cards and we saw Ernest and his friends.

Finally,I cabbed home and reached home at abt 11.

Knowledge of the Grand Master

2008-12-28T13:10:00.002+08:00

Today's Maths tuition has let me been exposed to certain types of scales and computer knowledge which resulted in a hell lot of homework to be completed by New Year.

For now,I have decided to increase my chances of getting into 3SA through my Sec 2 year which is around the corner.Hopefully,I will get the N96(and beat Marcus Lee's N85,which is pathetic because its ringing vibrations are WEAK!)

Anyway,my schedule next year is SO TIGHT THAT THERE MIGHT ONLY BEEN A FEW INSTANCES WHERE I GET TO BLOG.There is Streaming,SYF,AFGM(if I qualify for it),a definite increase in homework(also includes tuition)and the pressure of everything in school.

According to my Maths tuition teacher,he told me the 10 ways to spot a Maths noob or someone who sucks at Maths.I qualified for about 7.Oh yeah,even if I blog,it may be at weird timings.

And I pray and hope that by next year,I will make sure ALL my subjects will be better,especially for Science,Maths and Literature.

Masquerades

2008-12-27T10:51:00.003+08:00

Came to update my blog again.

Yesterday,I went to the movies and watched Twilight.It completely sucked because the scenes from the book were almost the same,but more dramatic.Looks like the vampires in Twilight have physical weakness.

Thank God I came back half an hour before the 9pm Channel 8 drama,The Little Nyonya.I couldn't miss out on more 还我鸡汤.

I feel extremely bored.

Countdown to 2009 in about4 days.Sec 2 life in another 5 days.Sh*t!

Tag Force 3

2008-12-25T12:56:00.004+08:00

I need to fill you guys in on Tag Force 3.It came out a few weeks ago and I love that game!The graphics are cool,however some of the character AIs are lousy.

The UMD Cover for Tag Force 3.It includes 3 Promo cards that are also in the game.

The Japanese version of the UMD Cover

Basically,all the cards go up to the Crossroads of Chaos booster pack.

Here is the ad on Tag Force 3.

A New Start

2008-12-25T12:54:00.002+08:00

I started over again,new blog,old address,old custom skin and a totally new beginning.

Christmas is today and I am still lagging behind my homework.

Today starts the epic journey of this blog.......